okay, fine. I've changed my blog ever since I stopped blogging. so, the url is for me to know, and for you to find out. :) so byebyeeee. I'm having so much fun in my bloggyyy <3 lol, okay not really fun, but it's good that some people doesn't know my blog except for pz and some other people. so life's really good now. and I love it. so bye.

MY HEART SLOWS DOWN, AND I CAN HARDLY TELL YOU I'M OKAY.

it's been a long year without you,
and I can't seem to go on one day
without thinking about you,
it's not that I doubt you, if I found you,
would I put my arms around you
wish I could let you know
how much I miss you.
entertain the pain,
if I could I would kiss you.
I wanna be with you,
I've tried letting go,
but I don't know how to quit you

 
yesterday was my sister's bday, so, HAPPY BIRHTDAYYYYY <3 so, went to the morton's for dinner. I felt really full, the brownie was the best babeh. it's super nice. :) and I can't wait for this sunday's service. :) and I already miss pz. I didn't see them for 2 weeks already, as they didn't come for last service. and I suddenly starting to not like _. and I feel really tired now. :( and I've decided not to use the smileys already. I'm super lazy, and I don't care if my blog's boring. :( ARGFHHHHHHHHHHH.

well, excuse me while I get killed softly
heart slows down,
and I can hardly tell you I'm okay
at least 'til yesterday,
you got me off my highest gaurd.
believe me, when I say it's hard.
we'll get through this tonight
and I know one day you and I will be free.

YOZZZ. I feel like super accomplished, nowww. cause I finished doing ALL BY MYSELF, revision worksheet paper 1 which I teacher set really close to the exam paper. If he lied, I'm gonna aiksdhksabkvhlasvjbas; ahahhaha! yay, I feel really high now and I don't know why, I can't open my emails. =.= WHYWHYWHYWHYWHY. and I'm gonna use the smileys(again)from now on. ha!ha! I feel really crazy right nowww. like nowwwww. whooozlkdsjsldnvsaljcns. oh ya, I needa take more pictures, but recently I feel so un-photogenic. so, I'm lack of photos. save meeee from this placeeee. beep.

and I don't wanna fall to pieces,
I just wanna sit & stare at you.
I don't wanna talk about it.
and I don't want a conversation
I just wanna cry in front of you.
I don't wanna talk about it.
cause I'm in love with you.

sunday, everyone couldn't make it, so I sat with someone else during service. haha :)

he has taken me to the banquet hall, and the banner over me is love.
songs of solomon 2:4

hehehehehe, I like this verse. :) I feel like changing my blog link. =.= but I'll think about it first, maybe I'll just private my blog again. anyway, I loved service yesterday. It was kinda good, but if only pz were there, it would be much more fun. aw manzzz. beep beep. today's exam was chinese paper 2. It was super tiring doing the paper, seriously. I'm feeling really tired these few days, maybe I'll sleep later :) or maybe I shouldn't. you know, I feel like stop blogging totally. it's getting more and more boring, and my life is like so not interesting, maybe I'll just post the songs that are in my head. right! okay. good idea.

oh and
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
CHARMAINE YOU BUNNY BUNNY! ♥